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[ So I just wanted to say I’m really sorry I haven’t been active lately. I keep trying to get to replies and stuff but like… My muse dies the minute I start typing. I’ve been in a really dark place lately. I’ve just been really depressed since I moved back home. My parents aren’t exactly the most supportive and we’ve had a lot of bad fights which kills my mood. They don’t like talking about me being depressed. It’s kind of like the elephant in the room that we get in trouble for bringing up even though I’m on a shit ton of pills and I had a suicide attempt last year.

To be honest, it’s kind of taken a toll on me to the point it’s making things worse. My parents and I got into a huge fight last week about me and that’s why I ended up in the hospital. I had too much, had a breakdown, and slit one of my writs before realizing I fucked up yet again. And now I feel like an idiot making this post but it just sucks constantly acting like everything’s okay when it’s not. I just want y'all to know I’m trying really hard to get over this and hope to come back soon. ;w; I’m sorry again. ]

7 years ago   ( ♥ 9 )
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  -; psa.   -—; ❀ out of tokens.   -tw: suicide   -tw: self harm
  1. scarysunako said: You know I’m here to talk. I really just wish things will turn around. And it’s awful to have the elephant in the room like that. :/ we’re here to support you dear.
  2. sawakool said: [ im sorry this is all happening to you robert-senpai ;w; i wish there was someway i could help besides just telling you this. just remember that we all hope that life will get better for u and that your health should be before rping !! ily <3 ]
  3. lunamatremarchive said: sweetie take as much time as you need. if you want i’d be glad to give you my number and you can text me whenever you want to. i know it’s not much but it might help a little.
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  5. mydarling--clementine said: [hugs tightly. listen, if you ever need to talk, please feel free to message me. i may not always have the right things to say, but i am always willing to listen. :( i know how hard it can be struggling with depression]
  6. hesahorror said: [wraps blankets around] i’m sorry, friend– as such will always be, i’m here if i can help ; n ;
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